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Bright and Gray: Answers​/​Questions

by Alex Johnston

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shapes in the sky each day and night born by water and flame shades in the sky colored by light giving and taking their weight why do they change? nothing lasts for long in this life nothing lasts for long as long as i don’t hold on too tight i held onto reasons as if they were gold given by heaven too heavy to hold they turned into demons when i questioned control given by heaven too heavy to hold seasons inquire what shall survive what dares to go to the grave and die for a change?
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No Answers 04:41
questions call like autumn’s breeze is this an end? am I ready? my answers fall like dried up leaves from my weary mind like a tired tree they pile on the ground till winter comes decomposing confidence to dust and given light and water nothing grows spinning round the sun i’ve become cold all i know is i’ve got no answers part of me afraid, part of me accepts all of me leans in to the emptiness less of me contained letting go of this more of me content finding what i’ve missed complexity like autumns breeze reminds me there’s peace in wild things paradox comforts me there’s freedom in learning i’ve got no answers
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Curious 04:14
would I be wrong to question if everything's a dream? If clarity is crystal why do we disagree? is the purpose progress or only to arrive? if nothing finishes is that alright? am I free to question what makes me alive? I'm only curious if I am a question will something answer me? will I be open ended with possibilities? can colors sing a song? may melodies be seen? if my feelings could be touched would I kiss my fear? am I free to question if it would set me free don't console me with chains of gold I know there's more than I've been told if I am an answer then what is wrong and right? will there be an ending or continue through this fight? how will I begin? where will freedom fly? is the purpose progress or only to arrive? if the answer is a question how will I reply? don't you tell me the river froze for we've yet to love we've yet to hold don't you sell me the future for war we have all been there before I'm only curious
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Skeptical 03:58
I'm skeptical the heavens are above some say there's hell within a criminal but I would argue not cause I found heaven in a criminal crying for another chance to be released some say the heavens are above me but I’m a skeptic don’t you see I found heaven in a criminal I found a criminal in me I'm skeptical love has boundaries some say there's hate within a warrior but what if there is peace cause I found love within a warrior laying down his sword and shield some say love has boundaries but i’m a skeptic don’t you see I found love within a warrior I found a warrior in me I'm skeptical this world is dying fast some say we only live till death but that’s weak arguing cause I heard truth from a dead architect who built a monument to last through his years some say this world is dying fast but I’m a skeptic don’t you see beauty can survive the centuries a dead man spoke to me some say this world is dying fast but there’s no argument, even though the fear will fight, peace is patient given time, what we create within our lives lives beyond our death
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How I See 03:01
another page is turned waiting to be inked another hopeful forecast another crumpled wish another run around the circle Yet to be convinced another chance to listen for the calm in dissonance another expectation meets surprise and circumstance another realization shatters how I understand another question answered in a language I don't speak another kiss goodbye becomes another welcoming how do I see how I see?

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Do you have questions?
Questions like "Why am I here?"
"Where am I going"?
Do you ever wonder
what’s the point of suffering
or beauty?
Do you ever wonder, “what happens to Me after my body finally tires out?"
How do these questions make you feel?
Do you feel small like a drop of rain crashing to the ground
or do you feel large like an ocean,
Sometimes I wonder
if my eyes are focused on one brush stroke
in a much larger painting
I have more questions than answers
and I’m suspicious I am not the only one
so I have written a two part collection of music called "Bright and Gray"
a concept project of two five-song collections
exploring the uncertainty,
the journey we share together.
The first collection is an exploration of existential musings entitled answers/questions.
The second collection is a personal testimony of deconstruction and reconstruction entitled belief/doubt.
Everyone questions.
Everyone answers.
Everyone believes
Everyone doubts.
It's commonly human yet unique.
It's a paradox.
It's beautiful.
It's bright and gray.

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released December 9, 2016

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